The above blocks are more or less violet. The exact wavelength is not important here. Choose which one(s) are most like violet yourself. I can see them all perfectly.

If we could not see violet, it would not be part of what we call the visible spectrum.

Another odd thing about these theorists is that they never seem to put color on their websites. Like a blue background for instance. Other's claim the Sun is white!

But trying to describe color to someone who is color blind, is like trying to describe romance to a homosexual, or intelligence to a block of wood. It just will not compute. I do not mean to scorn or ridicule those who have these disadvantages. I suffer from epilepsy, and am not allowed to operate heavy machinery, including a motor car.

But! I know this!

I don't pretend its not true and drive around endangering others. I have lost more than half my girlfriends for this reason, (the other half for not being racist, or a thief) so the temptation to 'just do it, you coward', can sometimes be very compelling.

But we all have strengths. We all have weaknesses. And I enjoy being healthy due to having to walk everywhere in the warm African night.

My suggestion is to test people involved in this research for color blindness.

It will be sad, for them when they realize the truth. But color blindness is not the worst thing in the world. Not in the least. Their research will now be able to move in the correct direction : Understanding how to cure color-blindness.

But if the problem is not seen for what it is, then it cannot be diagnosed for what it is. I may of course be wrong, there may be other reasons, like funding and bribery and Nazi conspiracies to prevent them from seeing the color violet.

The real tragedy of this type of thing, is that scientific development never advances, and good scientists are pushed out of the way, so that color blind people can decide what color is, atheists dictate the law, and homosexual lawyers always seem to end up as divorce lawyers. And many of these people are going to be seriously injured when others see their misunderstanding as deliberate obstruction.

Science has been going backward for the last 100 years. Especially human science. Do not confuse technology with science. Being able to apply the same old Newtonian principles in ever more powerful rockets is not science. That is technology : The application of science.

Technology has advanced amazingly over the last 100 years. But, it has done so at the expense of scientific research, because technicians claim the title 'scientist' which they do not deserve. This is because the scientific discoveries before 1900 still have infinite application on a technological level.

When I am told that someone who cannot see the color violet is the best at understanding light, I feel very frustrated. But I am just writing sci-fi. What about the good researchers that have lost their cool and their positions because of this type of confusion? And then been forced out because of what looks like ignorant obstruction from both sides?

My wife was sold as a prostitute in New Zealand because the racist Nazi homosexual lawyer (George Schultz of Lexicon Attorneys Port Elizabeth) just decided I was lying when I said her father was a pathological criminal. Despite my achieving the highest mark in the whole department during Honours in Psychology, and Herbst being a violent offender with at least six convictions and a long history of other violence, racism and fraud. And that is not the worst of it.

Then, the lawyer George Schultz (of Lexicon attorneys, Port Elizabeth) tried to make homosexual advances on me, while I am going through this anguish. He was just a childish jealous fool. Were it not for reading the Bible every day for the last three years, I would have cut his faggot throat. I still may do this. God help me to overcome my anger. God help me to see reason. To have faith. To believe that all conflicts have a reasonable solution. But I know my limits. I know eventually, that if society condemns me, and places fools above me, then the only answer can be war. They have turned most of my family against me with their lies, lies, lies, and kangaroo 'criminal' justice system.

But I pray that reason wins through ultimately. But I know my human weakness.

Growing up in Apartheid South Africa was hell on earth for a young British guy. I was beaten up to 500 times by the likes of people who now sit smug in their stolen money. I used to envy how the black kids just seemed more happy than us. The same black kids that now taunt me for being white after I put my life and sanity on the line to save their black backsides from German genocidal law lecturers like Professor Ulshigt of Rhodes University, Grahamstown (do a spell check on his name, heh heh). Also: Verwey, Vermaak, Schoeman, Kotze, Schultz, Ludiker, Snyman, Van Dalen (or whatver you have changed your 'name' to), , Botha, et al, and their so-called English speaking attack-poodles : Stones, Macdonald, Brookes. (Really Afrikaners pretending to be British in order to undermine the British). And then there is Pfeifer, who did nothing after I reported child rape to him. Liebenberg too, who thinks multiple murder is less important than someone being accidently sprayed with a hose pipe when they are having a temper tantrum. And Greyling who is in charge of these idiots.

I have been beaten unconscious several times, been robbed countless times, ridiculed, my leg kicked in half by a nazi team-mate playing soccer. I have had terrible rumors spread about me, been defrauded, and even failed with scores like 2% or 0, when the majority of the students come up to me and say: 'Don't worry, we all know your (art, science, math, psychology, literature, poem, computer program, etc etc) was really the best, and the teacher / lecturer was just jealous.' Normally this is said by the kid who got the highest mark and was embarrassed for my sake. Me and my 0% or 2%.

That I can arrive at my Honors Philosophy of Ethics course with an undergraduate distinction, and then be told that 'your work is not good enough for first year' by professor Iain Macdonald (Nazi poodle) of Rhodes University. That I am told by some 'Doctor' in Philosophy from Oxford, that I do not understand basic set theory, when I was writing commercial software 10 years before that as a school child, and in com sci 101 regularly scored over 100%, is tragic. I was doing all this at a time when he had probably not even reached pubity. A person who did not even know how to use a computer.

All of this I have tolerated with as much Grace as Christ has given me.

Then the other day some Xhosa woman, out of sheer racism, arranges for three German Nazis to attack me in my own home, under the guise of 'policing'. My patience is just wearing out. That I beat them off, and that they ran away made me laugh, until they sent around another 20 to intimidate me, and arrest me 'but not charge me', with all sorts of veiled homosexual rape as threats. Luckily my Father arrived in the time, so the odds were even: Two Scots against 20 Afrikaners and their Black poodle. So they backed off again. Had Dad not pitched I would have had to leave 20 heads on spikes outside on the verge, just to prove a point. And left the poodle to tell the story.

And the ironic thing is that the Xhosa woman in question, was involved in an incident recently, where I almost had to put my life on the line for her...

But, the others will come again, possibly they may be silly enough too, but then I ask myself: How many times is 7x70? What about the 491st slap?

(3/1/2008 added note : since then I have been attacked again by someone whose life I have saved twice)

Please, for the love of God, make South Africa a colony of the British empire again. The Germans do their best to undermine the blacks whilst pretending to befriend them. They do the same to the British. Then the blacks do this to the British because we are 'white'. Many Afrikaners pretend to be British, whilst undermining everything positive we do to build race relations. Those Christian blacks, who are good, are just too weak to do anything.

This place is run by German thugs. Mass murdererers with the title 'Doctor'. I live a healthy life because I am terrified of all these Doctor Deaths out there. I can only hold out as long as God is willing. I would rather die than go to a 'Doctor' here. And there is nothing wrong with the facilities, actually they are of the best in the world.

My will feels like cracking regularly.

What hurts is the sheer volume of stupidity in this country, especially when contrasted with the abundance of natural wealth inherent in this paradise. And they deliberately spread lies about South Africa, to drive the currency value down so that they can make lots of money off 'exporting', at the expense of the rest of us. Our currency in real terms is worth double or even triple. And the only reason they do it? So that they can fcuk an English whore (Who is probably a trafficked German girl with a fake accent.)

The Germans have decided South Africa now has a child rape crisis. Of all the child rapists I have met during my studies, my alleged father-in-law David Herbst, previously of 9 Tyburn Way, Westville Durban, is the worst. And he is as white as a piece of dry white sh1t.

I have studied all the people in the Eastern Cape. And the only child rape that exists is in German families. If child rape were such a problem in South africa, why was it never mentioned during Apartheid? Why? Why fcuking not? WHY?

The Germans would have published all those alleged photos back then if they had really existed.

The only mention of child rape in those days were a whole slew of sick jokes that Stephen Derbyshire told us, that his father told him. I remember him even showing me child porn that his father was 'researching'. (He had no training to do this. Why was it hidden under his shoe cupboard?). I do not believe that Steven Derbyshire is that fellow's real name. I have learnt to tell the German genotype at a glance. And if one of them should try and wash your feet, you should kick him as hard as you can.

As I write this I realize that moral leadership is an oxymoron in the Western world, and that perhaps I should retreat to a Spanish country. And from there found the beginnings of the inquisition that will have to take place when the concrete and the big expensive law firms are just dust.

Perhaps, King Carlos, you are English Christianity's last hope. The wealth of previous generations is being squandered by the trillion. And so too, the blood of all those millions that died in last century's wars, was spilt in vain, as it will be spilt, yet again.

If you are wealthy, don't thank yourself, thank your grandparents. You can pat yourself on the back, when your grandchildren are richer than your are. Anything else, is dead wood. And that's what its all about. That is why South Africa has the highest living standards in the world, as well as some pretty average shacks that only survive because of a perfect climate. Its the undeucated spoilt greedy brats, and the illiterate jealous lost souls that suffer here. A True person will thrive like nowhere else.

But the jealous rich fools have ruined it. Good people like Ken McGregor who 'committed suicide' because he was such a great guy and such a fine cricketer and had many adoring beautiful girlfriends. The could care less when I told them he was a hero, not a shred of cowardice in him. So they can burn in hell for all I care.

Why not leave? Tried that. It is pointless living as an immigrant slave to homosexual lawyers of German descent in the prison colonies. I would rather risk dying for land that my people can at least maybe own: Wealthy, beautiful fecund land. A spiritual place: A living Eden. With Gold and diamonds, and splendidly beautiful wild animals: the real treasure of this place. Everywhere else is just ugly by comparison. And those cowards who wish to 'cull' elephants, if I catch you, I will stomp on your head I-self! Umgungundlovu!

Sometimes the anger makes me shake so much, that I can do nothing except breathe and pray and breathe and pray, for inner grace. And still I have never killed anything bigger than a cockroach in my life.

And they think that this makes them safe from me. Christ stops my hand. Nothing more than that. I will not stop, if I start. Christ knows this. So does Shaka.

for the love of god,
please save this colony from the
xhosa and the german,
they have no leadership

i may already be murdered when you read this,
just for saying this:

the man who won the world cup rugby for
south africa was the journalist who died
to reveal what happened at 'kamp staaldraad'
(that phrase defies translation attempts)

the rest are clowns and imposters
riding on the coffin on his bandwagon

and not a single newspaper article,
to congratulate the true winner,

cowards

i don't even know his name,
but I know his spirit

perhaps i am just weak
perhaps god is telling me that
the new testament is no longer valid,
it was just too good for this lot

they will never appreciate
grace
.